好可惜。。。

刚刚打电话问妈妈怎样煮‘asam udang’。。。
因为我打算明天要试试煮这道菜。。。yummy...

说完那道菜的步骤。。。
妈告诉我。。。
我的表哥昨天自杀去世了。。。
好可惜！！！
以前他还蛮疼我们姐妹的。。。
在这里，
我想告诉他:“哥哥，既然选择这条路，那就放下一切，好好上路吧！去投胎到更好的。。。或到西方极乐世界去吧。。。阿弥陀佛”

haiz。。。

28 August 2009...好想回家。。。

今天好多朋友都回家乡去了。。。
弄到我也想家了。。。

我总是给自己很多借口。。。
如果选择回家 --- 就会想到一定读不到书
--- 会浪费时间
--- 想到搭巴士，就觉得累。。。

如果选择不回家 --- 就会想吃家乡菜
--- 觉得闷。。。

这学期对我来说，的确是比较难应付。。。
要加好多油。。。
可是，那读书mood还没真真有咯。。。
怎么办啦！！！

可能这次选择不回，是对的吧！！！
虽然会有点想念，可是为了应付考试，是值得的吧！！！
要加油哦。。。

what i want???

好忧郁。。。

突然要我们选其中一科。。。
for elective subject at next sem...

financial accounting ;
recruitment and resourcing ;
international marketing

FA hv 150 seats
RR hv 200 seats
IM hv 150 seats

I don't know wat i want....
all of this 3 subjects...i'm no interested on it...
haiz...
next week need to register d...
what should i choose???
no idea on it...
:(

15 August 2009...worry...

week 12 is coming...

有点担心、害怕。。。
怕应付不来final。。。
因为学业方面已经跟不上了。。。
MIS 和 Biz Finance 有很多不明白。。。
自从MIS tutor Mr Yew change to Mr Yap...week 5.。。
从那时开始，我们的tutorial 完全没讨论过了。。。
里面的习题很难明白，不会做。。。
可是考试就是考那些。。。
haiz。。。

week12 still have 1 presentation...
现在。。。
我该去温习那些跟不上的part了。。。

田仪。。。
别气馁哦！！！

14 August 2009...

13 August 2009...
After class at 8pm, my mood suddenly changed...
a little bad mood...
no reason ...
haiz...
i'm too emotion...

felt sorry bcoz didn't reply someone massage...
...
...

14 August 2009...
20 years ago, a lady give birth a baby at hospital...
...
B4 12am...
i can feel my friends will celebrate with me...
bcoz 1 of my groupmate seldom late back home...
and i heard 1 car "the lock car's sound"...felt familiar sound...
haha

after 12am...
yong wei came to sf house...
she took a cloth to close my eyes...
and brought me to her house...
when took out the cloth,
i saw my 1/3 dear,1/3 sweetie,eggs,vincent, allan and my groupmate...
they sang a birthday song to me....
haha...
i made 3 wishes...
1---i wish all my friends,family, god-father and tw can be healthy and always happy
2---i wish can get better result in every exam...
3---secret...
haha
>,^


felt a little bit surprised, bcoz egg also came to celebrate my birthday...
haha

anyway thanks all of you, friends....


personal:
this year birthday, i cant feel any special feeling...
dunno y will feel like that...
last few years birthday, i will give myself do whatever i liked to do....
eat whatever i liked...
but today, i don't have any expectation and desire...
izzit...something wrong with me!!!
haiz...

week 10 weekend...

Boring diary...>.<

Friday :
At 10pm reached Tambun seafood shop...
we ordered fish, 大生蚝，赖流虾，螃蟹，vegetable and kapah...
only 2 peoples ate...
we ordered so many ...full till ....
only rm 115.xx ...
this can consider cheap d...
haha

Saturday:
we went to take breakfast...
i ate '咋哇面‘...long time didn't eat d...
hehe
after that, i took bus went back to Alor Star...
alone...
yea...
after one and half hour, i reached my home...
I saw my 大姐 and chat with her awhile.
after that, i played with my dog---tata
...
b4 i sms told my god-father 'i reached Alor Star'...
he called me...
he asked me where am i???
and said 2pm will fetch me go his house took lunch...
haha...
my mum also cooked for me...
i told my mum i will eat at god-father there...
she said ' tomorrow i dun want cook for u liao'....so sad...
haha

after came back from god-father house...my sister went back to Singapore jor...
haiz...

At night, we planned to watch 'harry potter"...
That movie only at 4.30pm...
so we changed to watch "G.I.Joe"----(if not misspell it)
i think that movie is not bad la...
hehe

Sunday:
Mum da bao rice for me...she dun want cook for me...so sad...
haha
i went to Clinic Ooi...my hand problem...
my hand not puff up d...just a bit pain...
still need to take medicine...haiz
the doctor said is 筋 problem...

after that, i went to god-father office...
went there took something...
he said 'i dunno what i want to buy for your birthday gift..."
and he gave me 1 angpau...asked me "buy by my own"...
...

Then, i went to popular bought pencil, bottle and file...
at 3.30pm , i went to bus station ...waited the "Konsotium bus" an hour...
Want went to butterworth then took another bus back to kampar...
i want anti-konsotium bus that go to butterworth one...
haiz...

Finally, around 10pm reached Kampar...
sien la...

useless day...

田仪。。。
真没用！！！
好蠢。。。
最烂的。。。
连短短三分钟的presentation都做不好。。。

好紧张。。。
当轮到我时，头脑突然一片空白。。。
不知说什么好。。。
cue card拿在手上也忘了。。。
真是的！！！
一直停顿，又看着我的小册子。。。
haiz....

真对不起我的group mate。。。
因为这presentation mark is 70% of 20 marks.
如果是因为我而影响到分数低的话，那就完蛋了。。。

真是对不起哦。。。

希望下次不会再发生了。。。

我必须要控制自己去面对它。。。
田仪一定要做到。。。
No excuse!!!

...3 August 2009...

Finally finished 1 of my presentation....
individual presentation...
English subject ...

2 of my group mate came to my house made up...
because our tutor said---girl need to make up.... my goodness!!!
we spend 1 and half hour to make up...-----like ghost....
when we reached our class...only 3 of us made up......walao....
haha...
this is my 1st time make up to campus....
hehe...

----My topic is HUMAN NEEDS...
is talking about Maslow Hierarchy needs Theory....
this my 1st time present without looking for the cue card...
hahaha...
but still need to improve a lot....

tired....
need to busy for 2 assignment...
and Thursday have 1 marketing presentation....
gambateh!!!!

tired....

tired ...tired... tired....
just finished week 9 ....
just past my OB test...haiz....very bad....
stupid tien yi...

now already week 10...August...
this week i have 2 presentation and need to pass up 3 assignments....
week 11 have 1 presentation and week 12 also have 1 presentation...
haiz....
very tired...

i want rest......

tomorrow have englisgh presentation...
haven't prepared my slide and practice...
haiz...
feel scare to present...